Valerie's

no more you, just me

2009-10-25T22:13:00.002+08:00

i just want to not love you anymore. i hate you for insulting me. I HATE YOU TREY. i cant believe i've been tolerating all these. at least it showed me how much you meant to me. but who cares. i am gona hate you for what you've did to me. putting me through all the pain, and i have to go through it alone, you wasn't by my side, your heart was with hongzhen. AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT. fucking bastard played me. but also have to thank you for changing me. and never will i change back the way i used to be. i never want to go through the pain again. it's far worse than what weijie put me through. and yet i forgive you. how stupid am i.

so trey, listen up here, if you ever sees this.
I HATE YOU FOR FALLING BACK FOR HONGZHEN
I REGRETTED BEING WITH YOU
I FELT STUPID TO GET PLAYED BY YOU
you can message your candice church friend. a total bullshit.
a person who doesn't like church and hates christians is telling me that this girl is his church friend, so people out there, you believe this story? i dont.
you telling me, she keep asking for your num, and you give her? so you can give people online your num? okay, i get it now.
yesterday this guy left me a note, and am i suppose to like text him? well, i didn't. i know you wont like it, but who cares already.

2009-10-24T12:54:00.004+08:00

1st week of school = SUCKY
my mentor keeps calling me. she has called me 3 times this week! first week only!

and guess what, she asked me to write to my lecturer an explanation regarding why i didn't attend her lesson. it's only IS. what the fuck? but i cant be bothered, not surprising right. if i really write one, then that will be surprising. haha!

TP = BORING
DSDA = SHIT
EDPDR = blank
(i fell asleep during the first lesson)
FCAL = DIFFICULT
(bloody classroom, hot and stuffy)

2009-10-08T02:51:00.007+08:00

7th Oct

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERENCE

You know who you are, you'd seriously got to move on and stop all your nonsense. so what she doesn't care. you still have other people caring for you. i know you only want her care and concern, but she ain't gonna be there for you anymore. you got to accept that. i know i'm harsh, but i cannot think of anything to help you anymore. if you dont help yourself, no one can help you. i've talked to you many times about this, and have repeated myself again and again. apparently, it doesn't go into the thick skull of yours. someone need to knock some sense into you. and i can tell you, that person wont be her. she told you clearly already. so please, wake up and stop hurting yourself. lastly, take care of yourself, get well soon.

BOO! 'TADA' this is what i bought! EMPORIO ARMANI SHADES! story goes like this okay, today i went to see the doctor today, due to my infected eye. on the way back, went to clementi to make my contact lens, but not able to wear them for 2 weeks): very saddening okay. so for the time being, specs specs and specs only. after payment for the lens, i asked for emporio armani shades, the lady was nice, and took so many out. this was the first pair i tried on, and my mom said ' woah nice', thanks to her 2 words, tempt me even more to get it. and so i got it. hehe

recently, have been texting with cheeyee. she's trying to sell me the bracelet. okay la, not i dont wanna help you okay. after buying the you know you know, cy you know, i totally broke liao. totally damn tempted okay. and thanks for laughing when my eye had infection ah! you evil. soon it'll be your turn! you'd better not laugh at me. and bloody hell you, always jio you out, kena rejected. i dont want to jio you anymore. you stupid girl.

okay. this is buddy! haha! i know you'll read my blog. cause i told you i'd be blogging. we'll be having our dimsum outing, but it'll be during lunch or dinner. reason being, i'm not able to wake
up. i need my rest okay><. and it'll beeeeeeeeee BUDDY'S TREAT(: he earns so much anyway. ohh yah. cheer up okay buddy. you know what i mean.

taken during training yesterday! i was drinking red bull (forgot less sugar or sugarless)
but it was horrible to me. if i didn't remember wrongly, soonwee drank the rest of it. not because he wanted to, is because he was thirsty! haha! he didn't like it too.

2009-08-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

IT KEEPS BLEEDING
SO SICK):

RANDOM POST

2009-08-19T00:08:00.004+08:00

LOOKING FOR THIS TOP! <$25
EMAIL ME AT chiamhuiting-valerie@hotmail.com

2009-08-12T00:10:00.001+08:00

I'M GOING MIA(:

NOT GOING TO STATE REASONS.

2009-07-26T01:27:00.004+08:00

Dearest Boy
Trey(:

Dinner at Fish and Co.

Dessert at NYDC

1st stop: Trey House

had lunch there. then something happened.. *secret*

slacking at his house. he was watching his show, i on the tv.

but fell asleep. suddenly my phone rang and woke me up.

i don't know what time, off to bugis.

his mom sent us to vivo. from there went to bugis is faster

2nd stop: Bugis

went to NYDC to eat dessert.

Trey had his BOO BOO cake

i had the i forgot the name. but it's a cheese cake.

walked around junction, and it was damn freaking cold.

then to street. tried on this top. but couldn't get it

only in 2 weeks time):

3rd stop: Orchard

cab down to far east. walked around.

finally, found the pair of shoes i was searching for a long time.

after that went to ION. First time there.

very big. many many branded shops there.

wanted to get the haivannas( i think spell wrongly)

one for Trey and one for me. both same. couple ma

but doesn't have his size, feet too big. so in the end, din buy

i guess gotta look for other stuffs le.

Bought Royce choco. He bought one box for me another one for himself.

Dinner at Fish and Co.

thank you dear boy(:

- BOO BOO cake

- Purple Drink

- *secret*

- Royce Chocolate

- Dinner treat

- soon to have top

lastly, sorry):

2009-07-24T00:00:00.001+08:00

A SURPRISED PARTY!
THANKS GIRL AND GUYS(:
NOT TO FORGET WEIZHONG TOO.
THE CAKE WAS NICE!

- BBQ surprise
- Angel Figurine
- 2 Zara top
- 1 box of cupcakes

Pictures uploaded into facebook.

unfortunately, someone wasn't there):

2009-06-28T01:03:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry. it's my fault. i should not have told you today. i was in dilemma on whether even to tell you or not. i was so afraid. the first thing that came to my mind was, will our relationship end just like that? because of this. i don't know what was i thinking at all. why did i even tell you this fucking news today. why cant i just wait for a week later or something. why am i so dumb. i made you so emotional during ur special day. i'm sorry. what was i even thinking. just hate myself. i want you to be happy. i don't know what's going to happen to us after the problem is solved. i'm just so scared.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY & 1ST MONTH TO ASHLYN

2009-06-21T22:17:00.015+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY DAD
sorry i din get to celebrate with you): very sorry. feeling so bad now. so wanting to cry. idk why! first time i felt like this. but yah! he's my dearest daddy that dote on me the most since young.
ILOVEYOU DADDY!

i went to depot road the restaurant to celebrate Ashlyn's one month old. next sat was the actual date, but they brought it forward. ate quite abit there and took many photos of ashlyn. she's the main character there! but i'm abit lazy to post it all up. so just gonna post 2 cute ones. i got to carry her! she felt damn comfortable because she fell aslp while i was carrying her! TRUE OKAYS!HAHA!

after that i went to meet trey(: din get to see him ytd! miss him so much. felt was like for weeks i din see him ald. went to novena and had dinner with his family. felt quite awkward though, my first time. thanks for the dinner(: but quite costly. happy father's day to trey's daddy!

next whole week you're so busy. training and your race! JIAYOUS OKAYS! GRATS FOR TODAY! YOU GOT FIRST! wanted to celebrate with you for ur day, but cant. gotta do assignment. oh wells, nevermind):

i dont feel quite comfortable knowing that you're gonna meet her. actually i knew it quite sometime that you're gonna meet her soon.. and it'll be so unreasonable of me to disapprove of it right. i'm sure even though if i disapprove, you'll still go meet her and not tell me. i'd rather you be honest with me. even though i dont really like it, but it's better than keeping me in dark. like that i'll imagine things more. oh wells.. i trust you. enjoy your time spent with her, idk when you're gonna meet her lahs!

2009-06-20T21:30:00.003+08:00

my first post on my new blog. thanks to cy!
she helped me make this blog. thks ah ma!
quite plain, but i love it(:
currently doing my math assignment.
actually trying to do. it's not hard to do at all.
what made it hard is that. i have to use scientific notebook to do!
obviously i dont know how to do it! so now testing it out!